Brokeyourthrone

It's been a while!

The feeling i get when i finish a book or series of books is crippling. Maybe i should learn from this and try not to live through characters and storylines that arent real. Maybe i should stop pretending im some beautiful herione or dangerous but amazing creature. Maybe i dont want to stop pretending because reality doesnt have the magic i wish it did. To others this may seem stupid, naive and maybe even childish; But i feel like a part of me, an amazing adventure i was having, is killed everytime i read that last word and shut the cover. Thank-you for one of the best adventures ive ever had Stephanie. The tears ive spilt, the smiles

Says Madonna as she dirty dances with justin timberlake on their newest hit "4minutes" which i completely hate but cant stop singing inside my head [and outside] which is frustrating for me and all of those around me. Anyway i didnt want to type this to talk about the shitty songs people seem to love at the moment, but rather talk about that specific quote. "the road to hell is paved with good intentions". Funny that, because this quote sums up exactly how i feel in a nutshell. I have good intentions, the best intentions really for everyone, but in the end, hell is where i end up. Like now. HELL. You know those moments that a big change happ